The Queen

How can I even start to explain my emotions. An overwhelming year with a lot of emotions, hardwork, good or bad news, exprenices I’ve earned. It’s feels like it was a fuzzy dream and none of them actually never happend. It’s been two years. Since I met fashion.

I must say that I don’t clearly remember what happend, I remember the before and after but I don’t remember the blackout times, how I choose it. I can say that I just blacked out and started to draw.

I’m starting from the beginning like very, very beginning.-

High school years are very funny years actually. You go into a building with blank heads, as childeren. You became a person that you can’t even recognize and the building has nothing to do with it.

You can say that whatever happens to you in High School can change your life for- forever. What happend to me when I was in High School?

-Lady GaGa happend. This article is not about GaGa, so I’m not gonna bore you with her, just fort his time but she has a great effect on why I chose this path.

When I say Lady GaGa I’m not talking about the women you know, the pop musician whom wears a lot of crazy costumes. I’m talking about the women who you don’t care about, the emotional, tiny woman which I see as the most intelligent woman I’ve ever known the name of.

I can’t say how I started fashion designing. I really don’t know. I remember that I was becoming a fan of her, and I remember strating drawing crazy costumes. Like real, crazy costumes.

While I was drawing; nonsense. Something terrible happend, really terrible for other people and I’ve reborn.

Alexander McQueen found dead on his apartment.

Call me crazy, yes, you can call me crazy. But there’s a thing called soul. When a soul dies, if the soul is powerful enough, it explodes.

When he died I felt like, his soul exploded and a little ray of light, a spark, came into me. Inspiration.

Only he can imagine what was in the store if he was alive. He’s dead now. We will not see his artwork anywhere. This is not devastating. His statment was enough for the world to see. I believe that there will be a lot of young people who will inspire by his statement.

His statement was dramatic. Being who you are, wearing whatever you want. No matter how hard and itchy the fabric was or how high your heel was didn’t mattered for him since your personality is comfortable in the clothes. It’s about feeling confident and comfortable even the fashion is not comfortable at all.

This is what fashion is all about.

Alexander McQueen, I don’t have the slightest information about his personality. I’ve never listened him talking to this date but I feel like I already know him. His work, his signature is so sharp that you can see how he feels like when you look at the work.

His inspration will never end of me. I will not give up since I pay back for what he did for me or the world. His sould will never die, I will work hard as I can to interrupt this to happen.

He was not a fashion designer, he was an artist. Nobody can think the opposite.

He will be always remembered as a great inspiration for fashion world.

He will keep on dreaming whatever he’s alive or he’s dead. He was a dreamer.

He was different.

He was born this way.

REST IN PEACE

ALEXANDER MCQUEEN

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